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[Aug. 8th, 2005|09:02 pm] |
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The funniest shit had to be Kathy Griffin doing her stand up comedy. I love how she makes fun of stars, and she loves gays :)
Today was good, Dan, Danny and I went to the mall. I got a few things. What pissed me off was when the jeans from AE were 60 bucks and I thought they were gonna be like 40. I got a really cute shirt though, its says "Jesus Loves Me." :)
I was so happy that I didnt have to work today, someone covered for me, thank god. |
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|09:06 pm] |
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Im tired |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2005|03:48 am] |
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so its 3:45 in the morning. Just had the worst dream ever, not gonna talk about it. I cant get back to sleep. Ive been thinking about myself more, dont know why. Its weird and scary. Im very cold and im shivering brrr. I dont want to lay down because then ill think more, and thinking for me is no good. I went outside for a cig. Its weird having a cig at 3:30 in the morning when there are no sounds what so ever outside, kinda peaceful. |
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[Jul. 24th, 2005|11:17 am] |
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do whatever you want |
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| Oh boy |
[Jul. 23rd, 2005|12:15 pm] |
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Ok so yesterday was Taylors B-Day. OMG I got so fuckin drunk is was great. Leanne and I wanted to play beer pong so we tried that, way to drunk to even finish a game lol. I hardly know what the hell happened I was so wasted. I always update my journal when Im on my lunch break at work, I dont know why, I just do. Its really nice outside, sucks im in work till 4. Not to sure whats going for later after work. Im in a happy mood right now :) |
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| @ work |
[Jul. 17th, 2005|10:19 am] |
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Im at work and its really boring. Im waiting for the doctor to get here so I can do treatments then after that I can just lay around for a while lol. Erica's pool is warm! I love in ground pools they are the shit lol. We left kinda early to get back to Taco and stuff. Today Dan and I are going to see a movie or/and get dinner somewhere. That'll be our alone time :) WOW im really hungry and I just told my co-worker he can have the rest of my left over Burger King from yesterday, it looked nasty but he ate it anyway. I just looked on weather.com and it says there will be sunshine during the middle of the week, i hope thats true, rain is so depressing after a few days lol. I wish everyone would just get along and stop being so "drama friendly," (thats a good one lol). It seems like there is always someone fighting with someone, I guess thats just how we grow to learn who we are and shit, blah blah blah. Lets just all get along and hang out and smoke :)! So after Erica's me, dan, danny, taylor, katie, stina and kerrin went back to Dans and smoked some deew, nice! OMG Marisa's car almost exploded on the L.I.E. yesterday going to Erica's, thank God her dad only lived a few minutes away from where we broke down. Ok gotta do some work around this place lol. |
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| hey |
[Jul. 9th, 2005|08:36 pm] |
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yeah so i have not updated in a while. im at dans house on his new laptop! YAY! Im really blazed, yes. We are about to play super mario, that game is the shit. Dan is telling me not to pound hard and saying he loves me, yes. Taco is barking, he never 540p-[6y- (that was taco) saw a video game. WOW. I dont know what to say, im going to eat a Quiznos sub sandwich in about 20 minutes. I love my friends, they are cool, i dont know what else to say. wow im typing fast, yes. I want to go to six flags this summer and also go back to the city because it was sooo much fun, well not that much fun but yes. Im about to play mario so goodbye |
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[Jun. 19th, 2005|01:13 pm] |
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So im at work bored. Not doing anything for like 45 minutes, everytime I get up I just sit back down lol. Last night got high as usual. Not really tired today, im surprised. Only 8 more days left of school, cant wait! I hate sundays, not much going on and nothing to do. Today is fathers day, woopty. I dont even know who is mad at who or whats going on with the drama part of our lives. Cant keep up with everything like that, boo hoo lol. |
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[Jun. 17th, 2005|12:45 pm] |
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God, people are going to kill each other if they dont lower their blood pressure systole and diastole to 120/80. Calm on, I love the saying "cant we all just get along." LOL funny stuff but it aint happening. Everyone is wrong about things and everyone is right about things. Why get mad at someone for being judgemental. The world is judgemental and there is not going to be anyone to stop it. Heck, judgement has been going on since we existed, its what keeps us going, all the way back from Jesus Christ, to the Lords and Kings to our democracy now. If everyone agreed with everything, well that isnt happening. LOVE people.. LOVE! LOL im sooo weird. Ok so looking in the mirror doesnt help and I cry for only 10 seconds, then anger sets in and soon I realize what hate really is.... looking in the mirror is all it takes to show just how much anger someone really has inside, because anger is your own personal feeling. |
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[Jun. 14th, 2005|08:46 pm] |
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Only 11 more days of school! GRRR its to long. Anyways, not much new, same old shit, different day. Trying to learn all the major arteries and veins in the body right now, which doesnt look like its happening now does it lol. Im extremely tired, and I have no idea why im still functioning. I need to get drunk soon lol, maybe this weekend! Dont really have any complaints at this time, just leave a message and ill get back to you as soon as possible (my answering machine) :) |
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| ohhhh boy |
[May. 29th, 2005|10:57 pm] |
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So im kinda high, not really but kinda lol. Summer school starts Tuesday, not looking forward to it. What else.... today not much, blahh.. ok c u |
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| same old, same old |
[May. 27th, 2005|10:08 am] |
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Yesterday Moulder, Dan and I went to take Taco to the vet. OUCH that shot hurt! After that Moulder had to go see her mommy at the hospital so I asked Danny to come with me. Dan doesnt like hospitals all that much so he didnt go. We went for about an hour then left (3 dollars for parking). Just went back to Dans and smoked a little bit. Stina came over for a bit too. Not a fun filled day, but hey, there arent that many lol. Today I got up pretty early, like 8:45, dont know why, wasnt all that tired. It sucks because tomorrow, Sunday and Monday I have to work all day then on top of that on Tuesday I have my first day of anatomy and physiology summer class. I really hope the teacher goes easy on us. I think we might paint the rest of Dans room today. That should be amuzing lol (or not). Gotta stop by my moms job to pick up some money for lunch and dinner. Hmmm... ok not much else to say (dahm I wish I could go on a vacation now!) |
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| hello! |
[May. 26th, 2005|01:17 pm] |
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So Dan and I both slept pretty late (like till 12:50). We are at my house now, I just took a shower and now he is taking one. Taco is with me barking! (GRR!) I think we are going to get something to eat for lunch then take Taco to the vet to get his last booster shot. Not much going on today, same old boring shit just a different day. Gotta think of something to do. Alright not much else to say, c u. |
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[May. 23rd, 2005|04:00 pm] |
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I have work in an hour (no fun!). So the research facility called me and told me that I didnt qualify for the research test, basically I dont receive $400.00. But (and there always is a but) they will call me for more research studies they will be doing, which means more money lol. This morning I got up and drove my cousin Matt to an interview for some security place. I think he got the job. Went to lunch with him and mom and then went back to his house and just hung out for a little bit. Blahh I need to buy more cigs, I go through like one pack in 2 days, not good. Lets see... Dan has night school, not much going on tonight, blah! |
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[May. 22nd, 2005|12:31 pm] |
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So I have not updated in like 3 months lol. Anyway whats new?? Not much same old shit different day. Dan and I got a dog (a Chihuahua, yes people, thats how to spell it) - named it Taco. Its sooo cute (well some people think so, well all do but some are just jelous :) Hmmm so the latest shit going on in my life (well everyones lives) is people talking shit. I just dont understand how and why some people think the way they do about another person. Some people take one aspect of someone and related to who that person is, which is wrong to do. People have their good and bad days, sometimes nasty and sometimes really nice. Dont take anyone for who they are on one experience (its my advice, take it or leave it here with me please) I hate it when people put on a smile when they are around someone they dont like, then when they are not there they talk shit (even friends do it to friends, and thats sickening). Did I mention i was GAY! Like why do people do it. If you have a problem with someone, im not saying be mean to them, just talk to them, see there point of view and then take your feelings for them there. I also hate assumptions. Most people (even I) tend to assume lots of things. Then you go fight with someone and your assumption(s) are usually wrong. Then you look like a total idiot and most of the time keep fighting because you know your a fuckin idiot and dont wanna step up to the plate. ERRR! people make me mad.. well sometimes its just funny watching people get annoyed at the weirdest things lol. Anyway im on lunch break, gotta go back in like 20 minutes. Ug I literally smell like shit, like no joke.. I put a dog to sleep a litte while ago and he shit all over the place after he passed away. I hate when they do that. I really wanna go see Star Wars (Hayden is sooo HOT!). Im not like a Star Wars freak just want to see Hayden being all sexy and stuff :)
3 Things you should know: dont assume, dont curse and dont be a fucking idiot. Yeese |
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[Feb. 27th, 2005|07:55 pm] |
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Yeah, so last day of vacation. I just got finished studying my anatomy notes, OMG test on Tuesday and im so not going to be ready. Friday went to LIGALY and it was cool, danced and just had fun sober for once! Saturday night drank at Dans for like 30 minutes then went to Liz' party for like an hour. After that I drove my car drunk (stupid) and me, katie, linz and stina went to Mike Cucci's house. When I got there I drank sooo much and got really drunk. Dont really remember that much. Josh was hooking up with all the straight girls that wanted him lol. Mike Cucci, OH BOY hes a character (still love ya Mike!). Today I had work.. blah. After work came home and studied now im ready to watch some T.V. or something and relax! |
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[Feb. 21st, 2005|11:59 am] |
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Havent updated in 5 days! Lets see, yesterday had work, which sucked. Had to pick John D. up from Josh' dorm during lunch, was a little late back to work cause we had brunch lol. After work went to krissy' birthday dinner at Chillis, man was i hungry! I got the full stack of ribs, yummy! (Katie ate my apples) Went back to Dans with everyone. Erica and Stina got very high, Dan and I just took like 2 hits. Everyone else didnt smoke, although Holden looked like he was contact high. Watched Desperate then passed out. Woke up around 11:00 and went home. I gotta take a shower, stinky! ;) I have work at 5, blah blah boring shit, then i think we are going to the mall. Haha, ok bye bye! |
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[Feb. 16th, 2005|08:05 pm] |
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Just lounging around getting ready to watch the simple life with two ho's (katie and stina). Im really tired. Today was boring, school.. yeah. Im thinking about going to Malloy College for nursing. Its kinda expensive, being its a private school and all, but its a good school. Ummm... lets see, last night got drunk at Josh' dorm, went home at like 2-3ish cause i needed medicine for my breathing. Jon Desantis just called me, i said i would call him back, ummm... nothing much else to say, update whenever! PEACE! |
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[Feb. 10th, 2005|11:26 am] |
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I have to go back to school at 1:00, no fun. But after that there will be much fun because its the talent show tonight and im gunna see my favorites doing funny things in front of half their high school :) Lets see, yesterday i went to Josh' dorm with Jon Desantis, we played rummy and i suck at it lol, its an addictive game though. I already had my computer class this morning, so boring! I was going to go to this PRIDE club thing in school with Moulder but she had to work so we didnt go. Im meeting her back at the school at 12:00. OH shit! Valentines Day is coming up soon, oh man, what to do lol. Thats like the most hated holiday ever i think (well if you dont have a valentine anyway). Erica is coming out here to go to the talent show with us then i have to drive her to syosset. Dont know whats going on for the weekend yet, hopefully lots of drunken fun :) |
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[Feb. 6th, 2005|01:11 pm] |
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Im on my lunch break, i ate at the hospital so im not hungry. Last night, OMG! I smoked like 3 quarters of a blunt by myself. I was so fucked up, and i also drank. I have a shit load of HW to do for my classes, already falling behind! lol Lets see, i dont really know if i want a relationship right now. Im kinda blah about it, lol. I need to get my school life in order before i make any decisions in my love life. But hey, its me! you never know what the hell im gunna do, i dont even know what im gunna do :). Enough about that, later a bunch of people might to go ericas house to partay! Or we might to to Laurens house to partay! Whatever we do, partay! lol. Dont really know if im gunna drink or smoke.. i fuckin did it two days in a row and its catchin up with me, oh boy!
PS: I love my friends :)---> yes even you POWSIE CAKES! |
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